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Hei,

After several weeks we meet again here..
And i've just uploaded an edited version of photos compilation from our last trip. Here if u'd like to see :

Okay now heres the truth,
i kindda feel tired, tired of everything.
I've seen much, none impressed enough.
How was i supposed to say this?
This feelings of mine that no one can ever get it.
Let me ask
Life, what life for?
Love? No, i never expect much.
Whos next?
People come & go fast.
Whos it again?
Its a cruel cruel world.
None of em is made to be proven that loves worth.
So love? What is it good for?
Money? I've seen em they hard to get but easily to waste.
What again?
Friend? None of em are real.
People. They are fake.
So fucking annoying.
The guys & the girls, the young & the old.
The playboys are suck
If u meet one, bring him to me.
Lets see how strong the game he gets
What? Sex? You sux
Love isnt abt having sex and promises
People. No, i dont bloody hate em
Im just easily get annoyed nowadays
By people who secretly stalk me everyday, thinkin they know me than i am. Fuck u
Get yer own life, make yer own life
You will never understand my life, whats been thru till i can stand here
Yer eyes wont handle it anymore if u know what i've been thru
Sorry to say, i was troubled teen
But i wont ever annoy anybody
Im happy enough for what iam now
You people just go now please don't dictate me for who i am and who i should be
Galaxy, please show me that i am fine here
What? You guys really have no idea how happy i am living my life now.
But instead of having one, i'd rather be the girl no one would ever get closed to.
Yeah i'm close to everyone, but no one can touch me.
No feelings no pain
For my dearest closest friend thank u for anything, the laughs and the blablabla things that only u guys and i know.
For u who think u close to me but u dont, please just because u know me in person it doesnt make u be someone who can judge me a or b
Draw yer own life, i already have one. And im so glad i have it colorful and brighter day by day.
Aint u just get tired of minding anyones business?
Why dont u get one and play it over yer own life?
Social life? You more suck than a pity lil knob head
Sorry for being fat
But i feel fine
Sorry but i want one, that collar neck and thigh gap
But when i tried hard i realized once again what is it good for
Having those bulimia looks and pretend to get a large smile on yer day
Life is abt anybody's saying.
What a pity
I have this overthink-kindda-time when im around people
When i sing & listen to the music i just feel silence can bring the "me"
I draw a lot for gods sake it helps me lot to control my anger
I don't drink but i took shots
No, i didnt do drugs, at all
I dont watch tv, yes tv suck too
I watch youtube everyday
Beatles just inspired my whole life
What?
Coffee i need u in my life
Now baby look, how cud u describe when u just startled when u read what i wrote here
You know nothing abt me
I dont like it when people saying bad abt me thats just so offensive and i can hate u for the rest of my life. Fvck off the shit of u
I laughed hard, i cried harded till the tears wont come out
What? Who u are? Fuck you u fucking fvck
I beg i wont fall in love again for 10 years or even more
No this heart of mine is like frozen
How cud this be
I dont know whats happening there and i wont know
Laziness all day it cures my self
Dear u, you can't ever be me, Live your own life with your fucking way. Its mine
Why cant we be friends and anything in my eyes abt u cud be clearer
If you want to kno abt me, ask me in personal
Don't stalk my socmed and make your own perceptions, baby
Fuck lil-cute-girl who thinks girl-smoker is a whore. Just jump off the hill baby we dont need u
Fuck friends who always talking about their friends. Badmouth. Their mouth smells like a trash and  vagina
Friends? Go fuck yerself
I said bullshit to everything. Ya you're in.
Im wondering whos going to look after me when i'm down
Everyone who says that they love me much, left
Once again, fuck u darling.

This is how I Gained & Lost Weight

Selamat sore menjelang malam para fakir cinta yang membaca tulisan ini, iya masih sama Liliany Octoria anak kuliahan yang masih akan belajar lebih giat demi menggapai IP impian ini! Jadi gini ceritanya, udah 2mingguan lebih gue netep dirumah gue di Jatibening. Kenapa ga di kosan Li? Karna udah kurang lebih 2 minggu terakhir gue udah masuk ke hari libur dimasa perkuliahan gue disemester 3. Sempet nangis sampe sesegukan karna IP masih aja tidak memenuhi target. Akhirnya, pas solat pun mau gamau saking udah gakuat nahan nangisnya air mata gue keluar juga demi meminta IP yang bagus buat disemester depan dan berikutnya. Amin.

Sejenak habis melafalkan "Amin ya Rabbal 'alamin" gue pun berdiri. Namun, hati gue seperti tersayat-sayat. Bukan, kali ini bukan karena IP gue yang belum memenuhi standar nyokap gue, tapi karena habis menengok perut yang indah bak kue tradisional asal pontianak, Lapis Legit:)

AAAAAAAAARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH! Kenapa bisa begini!!!!!!!!! KENAPA!!!!!!!!!! *teriakan sambil ngemil slai olay*.

Akhirnya gue sadar, kehidupan gue di kosan beberapa bulan kemarin beda banget sama kehidupan gue di rumah. Kalo di kosan gue biasanya cuman makan indomie. Ya, walaupun untuk sehari gue pasti beli jajanan di "Toko Berkah" ampe Rp.30.000 buat ngemil sambil nonton Running Man. Namanya juga nonton. Pekerjaan yang hanya menggunakan panca indra "mata" sebagai medianya. Organ tubuh yang lain? Ya diem aja, gangapa-ngapain. Paling kalo laper, otak nyuruh badan deh buat bergerak nyari cemilan. Nah, cemilan ini yang gue sediain ampe lebih dari 30rb/malem. Ini serius teman-teman. Sumpah. Demi Neptunus. Kenapa bisa sampe Rp. 30.000/malem? Karena setiap malem gue pasti nontonin Running Man. Reality Show yang gabakal bisa bikin lo bosen. Bahkan gue sanggup nontonin ampe jam setengah 5 pagi. Iya, 24/7.

 Gue biasanya beli:

- satu set Yakult

- beberapa bungkus Slai Olay

- beberapa Malkist

- satu buah Biskuit Gandum Roma

- beberapa Biskuat Pisang Coklat

Iya, itulah alasan kenapa gue ngekos, tapi malah jadi gendut.

Tapi, beda kosan beda rumah. Kalo di kosan gue gila ngemil. Kalo di rumah gue gila makanan berat T.T

Iya ma, uni ngerti mama seneng anaknya ada di rumah:) tapi stop bikin masakan enak setiap hari bisa kaaaaaaaaaaaaaan?:)

Lo bayangin gue makan bisa 3x lebih banyak dari biasanya kalo lagi di rumah. Kenapa bisa Li? Enak & Gratis. Siapa yang gasuka sih dikasih makanan gratis & enak? Seumpamanya gue dirumah nih, kaya lagi di Restoran paling enak di dunia, terus lo dikasih kupon makan seumur hidup & ALL YOU CAN EAT!!!!!!!!!

Terus gimana cara menyelesaikan problem ini???????????????????????? Kembaliin 48kg gue!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Setelah browsing di internet gue baca artikel tentang kenapa banyak cewe yang udah diet mati-matian tapi tetep aja susah kurus. Ternyata, justru kita gaboleh nahan makan apalagi sampe gamakan sama sekali. Justru kita dianjurkan makan sebanyak-banyaknya cuman dalam porsi yang sedikit. Terus kita juga dianjurin buat mengunyah lebih lama, kaya sunahnya Nabi SAW gitu deh kunyahlah sampe 33x. Subhanallah yah pals ajarannya Nabi semuanya emang bener-bener gede manfaatnya. Ayo kita kirim doa buat Nabi SAW disana! Jangan pada lupa doain beliau loh.

Nah, terus juga kita disuruh minum air putih yang banyak. Kalo bisa hitunglah kalori yang udah kita makan. Kita juga gaboleh ngelewatin sarapan sama sekali, dosa hukumnya. Kenapa gaboleh? Karna saat siang nanti kita akan mudah lapar & ini yang membuat kita sering makan banyak & ngemil dijam-jam rawan 10a-3p. Kalo bisa juga porsi makan paginya dibanyakin, karna kita butuh banyak energi untuk melewati hari yang panjang #tsaaaaaaaaah.

Naaaaaaaaaaaaah, poin yang paling penting adalah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Olahraga! Minimal 15-20menit sehari. Ininih yang lagi gue lakuin dengan giat akhir-akhir ini. Olahraganya ngapain aja Li? Nih gue berbagi pengalaman ya.......

1. Bantuin nyokap ngelakuin pekerjaan rumah tangga.

Entah nyuci piring, ngelap kaca, nyapu,dsb. Hal-hal sepele kaya gini ternyata mampu membunuh beberapa ratus kalori dalam tubuh kita loh.

2. Free Dance.

Ga peduli lo dancer pro atau bukan yang jelas lo pasti bisa ngelakuinnya. Namanya juga "Free Dance". Puter lagu-lagu yang  emang enak buat nggoyangin badan lo macem lagunya Missy Elliot, Nicki Minaj, atau 2ne1.

3. Ketawa:

Agak gapercaya sih sama yang satu ini -_- cuman ya gue lakuin aja kalo udah malem dengan rutinin nonton Running Man. Simple. Gue suka. Bakar  banyak kalori.

4. Berjalan.

Ininih yang tergila dari semua yang gue lakonin!!!!!!!! Gue jalan selama 2 jam perhari. Dan udah berlangsung selama 3 hari. Oiya, pas jalan gue pake:

-  legging, celana training. 

- tank top, kaos, sweater, jaket.

- 2 kaos kaki, sepatu running.

Niat awal sungguh cuman pengen ngiterin komplek cuman emang dasar sial ternyata komplek gue gede banget cuman ngiterin jalan utama komplek dari ujung keujung aja berhasil bikin gue keringetan sampe nembus ke jaket. Padahal gue udah make baju berlapis-lapis. Karna ngeliat jaket gue udah basah, akhirnya gue hajar aja terus ampe ke kalimalang. Terlajur bor.

Yaaaaaa, gue gabisa bilang kalo gue udah kurusan atau gimana. Perut juga masih lebar kok -_- cuman, gue merasa badan gue lebih enteng aja sumpah terus gue juga jadi lebih semangat. Kaya baru lahir deh. Makanya gue share pengalaman gue, yaaa gasalahkan kalo kita bareng-bareng  nyoba siapa tau hasilnya memuaskan kan?

SELAMAT BERKARYAAAAAAAAAAA GUYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!