Sunday 21 September 2014

Trendy or Trashy?

Hei,

After several weeks we meet again here..
And i've just uploaded an edited version of photos compilation from our last trip. Here if u'd like to see :




Okay now heres the truth,
i kindda feel tired, tired of everything.
I've seen much, none impressed enough.
How was i supposed to say this?
This feelings of mine that no one can ever get it.
Let me ask
Life, what life for?
Love? No, i never expect much.
Whos next?
People come & go fast.
Whos it again?
Its a cruel cruel world.
None of em is made to be proven that loves worth.
So love? What is it good for?
Money? I've seen em they hard to get but easily to waste.
What again?
Friend? None of em are real.
People. They are fake.
So fucking annoying.
The guys & the girls, the young & the old.
The playboys are suck
If u meet one, bring him to me.
Lets see how strong the game he gets
What? Sex? You sux
Love isnt abt having sex and promises
People. No, i dont bloody hate em
Im just easily get annoyed nowadays
By people who secretly stalk me everyday, thinkin they know me than i am. Fuck u
Get yer own life, make yer own life
You will never understand my life, whats been thru till i can stand here
Yer eyes wont handle it anymore if u know what i've been thru
Sorry to say, i was troubled teen
But i wont ever annoy anybody
Im happy enough for what iam now
You people just go now please don't dictate me for who i am and who i should be
Galaxy, please show me that i am fine here
What? You guys really have no idea how happy i am living my life now.
But instead of having one, i'd rather be the girl no one would ever get closed to.
Yeah i'm close to everyone, but no one can touch me.
No feelings no pain
For my dearest closest friend thank u for anything, the laughs and the blablabla things that only u guys and i know.
For u who think u close to me but u dont, please just because u know me in person it doesnt make u be someone who can judge me a or b
Draw yer own life, i already have one. And im so glad i have it colorful and brighter day by day.
Aint u just get tired of minding anyones business?
Why dont u get one and play it over yer own life?
Social life? You more suck than a pity lil knob head
Sorry for being fat
But i feel fine
Sorry but i want one, that collar neck and thigh gap
But when i tried hard i realized once again what is it good for
Having those bulimia looks and pretend to get a large smile on yer day
Life is abt anybody's saying.
What a pity
I have this overthink-kindda-time when im around people
When i sing & listen to the music i just feel silence can bring the "me"
I draw a lot for gods sake it helps me lot to control my anger
I don't drink but i took shots
No, i didnt do drugs, at all
I dont watch tv, yes tv suck too
I watch youtube everyday
Beatles just inspired my whole life
What?
Coffee i need u in my life
Now baby look, how cud u describe when u just startled when u read what i wrote here
You know nothing abt me
I dont like it when people saying bad abt me thats just so offensive and i can hate u for the rest of my life. Fvck off the shit of u
I laughed hard, i cried harded till the tears wont come out
What? Who u are? Fuck you u fucking fvck
I beg i wont fall in love again for 10 years or even more
No this heart of mine is like frozen
How cud this be
I dont know whats happening there and i wont know
Laziness all day it cures my self
Dear u, you can't ever be me, Live your own life with your fucking way. Its mine
Why cant we be friends and anything in my eyes abt u cud be clearer
If you want to kno abt me, ask me in personal
Don't stalk my socmed and make your own perceptions, baby
Fuck lil-cute-girl who thinks girl-smoker is a whore. Just jump off the hill baby we dont need u
Fuck friends who always talking about their friends. Badmouth. Their mouth smells like a trash and  vagina
Friends? Go fuck yerself
I said bullshit to everything. Ya you're in.
Im wondering whos going to look after me when i'm down
Everyone who says that they love me much, left
Once again, fuck u darling.